There's no other word for this

Preoccupied without you

I cannot live at all

My whole world surrounds you

I stumble then I crawl.


You could be my someone

You could be my scene

You know that I'll protect you

From all of the obscene

I wonder what you're doing?

Imagine where you are?

There's ocean in between us

But that's not very far.

Satellite Heart

So pretty, so smart
Such a waste of a young heart
Don't you see what's wrong, can't you get it right?
Out of mind, and out of sight

"nenek kakeh, how did you meet nenek kebayan?"

"nenek kakeh, do you love us?"

"nenek kakeh, what is your fav food?"

"nenek kakeh, what do you like to do during ur free time?"

"nenek kakeh, tell me some stories about your police days."

"nenek kakeh, lets go have a walk at the beach."

"nenek kakeh, when is your birthday?"

"nenek kakeh, i love you."

there are so many things to ask you or tell you nenek, and we dont even get the chance to know you better.

you see, since nenek kebayan and nenek kakeh lived separately, the times that we visited nenek kakeh can be counted. sometimes when we went back during the holidays we seldom visited him since he lived with his other children from the second wife. but still, he's our gramps and i regretted for not making the effort to visit him more often. i am not blaming anyone for this, but this is how the situation was. and what saddens me most is that i cant recite even the Al-Fatihah for him because he was a non-muslim.

the last time we visited nenek kakeh in the hospital he said, "i am just waiting for the darkness to come"

i never realized it really was the last time i see him.

so. never ever take the people u love for granted, bcoz if u do, u'll realize one day it is already too late for anything.

p/s : nenek kakeh is in kadazan dusun means grandfather.

Possibility

There's a possibility
All that I had was all I'm gonna get

There's a possibility
All I'm gonna get is gonna be yours then

So tell me when you hear my heart stops
You're the only one who knows
Tell me when you hear my silence
There's a possibility I wouldn't know

Know that when you leave
By blood and by me you walk like a thief
By blood and by me, and I fall when you leave

So tell me when my silence is over
You are the reason why I'm closed
Tell me when you hear me falling
There's a possibility it wouldn't show

p/s : dunno what my problem is, but i'm back to pills :((

Screw Bella

fav Facebook wall photo of the day.

p/s : cdt to Wes Ramsey for the photo